Childhood Flashbacks

My Childhood. Sigh. What can I say other than it was bad? I am looking at the possibility of trying to find some good thing in there and write about it. I am truly struggling. I have found some way in my life to work past a lot of the things that happened... but when people ask me to find something good I have flashbacks of all the bad things. School... family...even some friends were all guilty of the bad parts.


I can't even write out the bad things because I feel like it's both divulging too much, is depressing, and I blocked out so much...

There were good things... I am just struggling remembering them.

What could I write about next week?

Horses
Trips to Seattle
Surprise Parties
Camping
Moving to Oregon
Boys and Kisses
Sailor Moon
Graduation
Moving Out

These are my highlights.

For now I must try to stop thinking about the bad parts. The parts that hurt me or caused me to hurt myself. I have move past these in my life and my life as an adult has mostly been great.

What will I do to try and perk up today? Well I have the Rose City Yarn Crawl and I have some yarn I have purchased. I might even get a new tattoo this weekend (to be determined still). I also see my adorable niece tomorrow. I have a damn good weekend ahead of me, so I WILL perk up and try and get past these bad memories.