Oh. My. God. I think Clomid brain is kicking in.
Only mild cramps.
Tears. Or well, near tears. Multiple times at work and in a meeting,
Luckily I held it together. My boss, Who I am dubbing Wonder Woman (WW) who knows, asked me if I was ok, that I looked tired, and I said yes, I was just hot. She asks if I am sick, and I mouthed that it was the meds, since we were in the too with my male boss, S.
S then hears I am hot and starts fanning me with his hand full of papers and I start laughing.
I know I need to tell him. WW and my other coworker, L, encouraged me to tell him. He is also a good friend, but I feel awkward about it for multiple reasons:
1. His wife is pregnant, I don't want to make him feel like he can't talk about his joy.
2. He is a guy and it feels weird to talk about my fertility with anyone other than C, let alone a dude.
3. I will possibly start bawling if he says more than "I am sorry, let me know how I can support you if ou need support." I will then feel embarrassed for crying and then cry big ugly snot and tears kind of crying. That is no good for anyone.
Maybe I will suck it up and tell him tomorrow. He might get suspicious with multiple RE appts a month.
Only mild cramps.
Tears. Or well, near tears. Multiple times at work and in a meeting,
Luckily I held it together. My boss, Who I am dubbing Wonder Woman (WW) who knows, asked me if I was ok, that I looked tired, and I said yes, I was just hot. She asks if I am sick, and I mouthed that it was the meds, since we were in the too with my male boss, S.
S then hears I am hot and starts fanning me with his hand full of papers and I start laughing.
I know I need to tell him. WW and my other coworker, L, encouraged me to tell him. He is also a good friend, but I feel awkward about it for multiple reasons:
1. His wife is pregnant, I don't want to make him feel like he can't talk about his joy.
2. He is a guy and it feels weird to talk about my fertility with anyone other than C, let alone a dude.
3. I will possibly start bawling if he says more than "I am sorry, let me know how I can support you if ou need support." I will then feel embarrassed for crying and then cry big ugly snot and tears kind of crying. That is no good for anyone.
Maybe I will suck it up and tell him tomorrow. He might get suspicious with multiple RE appts a month.
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